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May 13 </31.
...when i first met you i thought "what a fool" ...when i started to know you i began to find you cool ...when we became closer i started to care ...when we became lovers i couldnt imagine life without you here ...when we broke up you broke my heart ...when we tried again I saw it as a new start ...when you broke my heart for the second time I realized you never were mine and now im just lying here trying to heal my broken heart and stop my tears...
2.
No matter where she appears at, She every day has a smile on her face. She’s a walking stage. She hides her tears and fakes countless laughs. She has an exceedingly decorative, well-crafted mask. She’s a master, the queen of deceive. You’ll never see her sob, you’ll never see her weep. Her veil, her costume is so enchanting, As to fake a smile, fake a laugh. It’s so appealing, so perfect. No problems in the world. She’s a carefree girl. My all out drama queen, That’s never to cry Because she’s already dead inside.
3. Numb.
4.STORY She is alone in her room
February 19 True.Loue [By:ang3L]Keylii has been with Adam for three years now..They always and will love each other<3 Adam:God why isnt she answering her phone today!Keylii:Oh,that s the phone!Hello! Adam:hi babe!U wasnt answering earlier?Keylii:ohh..Thats because..Err…I had to go to the doctors..Adam:why?Keylii:haha..Only for a check up..Umm sory I have to go..Love u!<3Adam:Ok,Byee.. Next day kaylii wasnt at school and Adam was confused abaut yesterday maybe she was just upset that she hanged up he though…Adams mate :Hey man..I heard about your chick!She isnt going to well..huh?Adam:What,What is wrog with her??!Admas mate :Oh I was err kidding!I only said because she wasnt here…!Adam:OK? After school Adam tried to ring keylii..no answer….no replies from his text..What was going on?Finally the pfone rang..Adam rushed to the phone..Keylii ive been calling u all day! Admas mate:No its me!Haha.still fussed about your chick!Just call this number.Didnt she say had to change it?!Adam:Um..noo.What is it?BOY GIVES ADAM A NUMBER!Adam:K thanks mate!..Bye…Adam calls number..riing..riing.Lady:Hello hospital how can I help?Adam:Oh men sory my mate gives me this number gor my girlfriend it must have been a joke!sory..Lady:But can I just check what was your girlfriend name?Adam:Um…keylii waters..Lady:One second..Keylli is here ..Is one of pacients here..She arrived this morning..Adam: what..Why is she there??Come to the hospital b19 and u can talk with her..Im sory i dont now why is she here..Bye…Admas runs to the hospital and enters room b19..Keylii laying in a bed asleep..Adam:Keylii are u awake?Keylii opens a eye…Umm..yes..Im here..Adam:What are u doing here babe??Keylii:U now I assked u on the phone once..Hey babe can I ask u something..Adam:Sure..Keylii:Do u love me??Course I do..Do u?..Keylii: of COURSE!!Um ok I need to tall u something..I would die for u,Put a bullet to my head and shoot for u..Adam:Yes!Of course… and I fiil same about u too!!*Bck to hospital**Keylii :Can u remember?Adam:Yes!!Keylii:Im sory I didnt tell u..But i Have cancer..I didnt want to tell u because I felt u might be too upset..Adam:What?Why?Omg!What is happening?Keylii:I ve got only hour to live..I love usome much!!Adam:I love you to..I love u too some much..Keylii: Im dieing for u..You know that.I love u..And u will always be in my heart..AT THAT POINT SHE PASSES AWAY…Next day boy killing himself with a gun..And a note saying..:I died for her!..Just like she deied for me :( again saD sTory ]= Tudi srečna zgodba se en krat konča.. tako se je tudi ta. Živel je pač tako, kot živijo vsi najstniki. Imel je družino, krog dobrih prijateljev, v glavnem nič mu ni manjkalo. Vse dokler ni prišla ona.. Tako lepa, vesela, nasmejana, prijazna & Takoj mu je zmešala glavo! Zaljubil se je na prvi pogled. Zelo dolgo jo je samo opazoval in ji ni upal reči ničesar. Kar je bilo za njega čudno, saj je takoj navezal stike s tujo osebo zato je tudi njegov krog znancev bil obsežen. Ta deklica pa je bila nekaj posebnega. Vsaki dan, vsako uro, vsako minuto je mislil nanjo! Ni bilo noči, da nebi zaspal ob mislijo nanjo! Vendar ona tega ni vedla! In tako se je začela zgodba dveh usojenih si življenj. Nekega dne sta se oba zašla v isto diskoteko. Ker sta bila iz iste šole sta se takoj prepoznala .. Ona ga je poznala bežno, on pa njo zelo dobro! Pozdravila ga je, on pa njo nazaj! Srce mu je utripalo kot še nikoli. Tisto noč sta se začela pogovarjat! In tako se je razvilo prijateljstvo. Tako se ponavljajo vsaki teden! Vedno bolj sta se spoznavala, vedno več pogovarjala, tudi v šoli in tako sta se začela imeti rada! En Petek pa je bil zanju poseben. Poljubila sta se prvi krat. Pa ne prijateljski poljub, ampak poljub poln čustev, ljubezni, strasti& Tako sta ugotovila, da sta si usojena! Začela sta hoditi.. Vsak dan sta se družila, se skupaj smejala, jokala, norčevala & Tudi drug k drugemu na dom sta hodila in tako spoznala starše! Ljubezen je bila vse bolj močnejša in zdelo se je, da je nihče ne more pretrgati! Vendar temu ni bilo tako& Kajti njeni starši so dobili zaposlitev čisto na drugem koncu države. In zato je bila potreba selitev! Ona je to skrivala in mu ni hotela povedati, da se bo v kratkem času odselila! To jo je zalo žalostilo in razjedalo.. Vendar je pred njim bila vseeno srečna in nasmejana! Vendar je prišle tisti dan! Mogla mu je povedati. Jokala sta, se objemala, poljubljala in si govorila da se bosta še videla, da imata telefon, internet in vse ostalo ampak globoko v sebi sta vedla, da nič več ne bo isto ! V srcu sta bolj jokala, kakor na obrazu & In prišel je ta dan! Dan selitve in zadnji dan ko se bosta videla! Vse se je spremenilo, vse se je obrnilo na glavo! Njene zadnje besede so bile: ''Ljubim Te Zavedno! Ne Pozabi Tega'' & On pa je samo poslušal in ni rekel niti besede& Kajti žalost je bila prevelika ! Tako je avto odpeljal! In naslednjih 5 minut je bilo njegovih zadnjih! Ker mu je bilo preveč žal, da se ni poslovil se je odpeljal za njo! Pritiskal je na gas kolikor je mogel! Bil je že skoraj za njimi, nakar je nasproti pripeljal avto.. Hotel je prehitevat vendar mu nikoli ni uspelo! Zapeljal je v nasprotni avto& Ona in njena družina so vse videli! Takoj so se ustavili in pohiteli na pomoč! Prijela ga je in mu glavo dala v naročje& Pogledal jo je in rekel: ''Kot angel bom vedno s teboj! Ljubil Te bom do konca življenja..'' in umrl.. Umrl ji je na naročju! Ljubezen iz njegove strani je trajala do konca življenja, njena pa še vedno traja!   December 07 SonGs[noT.my.WoRk.buT.friends]3 MonThs
And I don't know,
This could break my heart, or save me Nothing's real Until you let go, completely So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving. So here I go with all my fears weighing on me. Three months and I'm still sober... Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers. But I know it's never really over... And I don't know, I could crash and burn but maybe At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me. So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right. No comparing, second guessing, no not this time. Three months and I'm still breathing... Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in. But I know, It's never really over, no... Three months and I'm still standing here. Three months and I'm getting better, yeah. Three months and I still am. Three months and it's still harder now. Three months I've been living here without you now. Three months yeah, three months. Three months and I'm still breathing. Three months and I still remember it. Three months and I wake up. Three months and I'm still sober... Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers. ----
And i feel my back is breaking
from the weight of all those lies
And i feel my head is empty
for i'd just wanna lay down
and die,
stay in bed all day
don't ever get up
dreaming of how i could give up my life.
And i'm drowning in my feelings
and i'm drowning in this loneliness
and i know
it's all my fault
but even when i'm with lovers
i feel alone.
Wanna find someone to fill me
completely
someone to steal my heart
and never give it back
someone to make me shiver
to bring me back to life
oh dear
i feel so weak
just wanna scream
just wanna let go of me
set free my ghost
let me die alone
for i got nothing left to live for.
Lonely
bright lights used to fascinate me
and now the blind me
Leaves are falling,
the rain is pouring
Bright lights used to fascinate me
but now they blind me,
now they blind me.
I'd like to take back
the life you stole me
but i'm not able to.
Lonely
bright lights used to fascinate me
and now the blind me
Leaves are falling,
the rain is pouring
Bright lights used to fascinate me
but now they blind me,
now they blind me.
made from:[rAin]
It hurts so bad.
As the memory
of your kisses
burns on my lips,
as i look away
to avoid things
i don't wanna say,
to avoid tears
i'm not gonna cry.
Love makes us stronger
but still i can't handle this by myself.
I took my eyes away from you
I took my hands away from you
Cause you were burning me
and
it hurts to know you knew it.
Drown hate and pain
in my heart
drown loneliness
please don't let me fall apart
here in the darkness i think of you,
here in the darkness i cry for you.
I can't look straight into your eyes
I can't take your hand in mine
You're sharper than a razorblade
but i'd bleed forever for you,
I'd burn in hell if you wanted me to.
Just one word could save me
My heart like ice in my martini
melts for you to heal me
sew me up completely
for i'll be yours forever,
endlessly
together
[rAin]
>>i know that it's too late but..i'm sorry.
My name written in blood on your arm
(it's not right)
makes me weak.
In your eyes i see the love,
in mine you'll see the tears
I'm sorry
My name written on your arm
my name branded on your heart
I'll miss all of your whispers
I hope you'll understand
Don't fake your smiles
please don't do that
and laugh only when you're feeling
Shout, cry, hit me if you need to
but don't fake your smiles
cause it's the thing
the thing that hurts the most
Writing a song about this is lame
(i know that)
but you gotta see
even though you don't want to
keep on breathing now
go on
you gotta forget everything you felt inside
.but.please.don't.ever.regret.you.loved.me.
I'll miss your hand in mine
I hope you'll forgive me
Don't fake your smiles
please don't do that
and laugh only when you're feeling
Shout, cry, hit me if you need to
but don't fake your smiles
cause it's the thing
the thing that hurts the most Don't swallow the truth
to sell me a lie
don'y bite your toungue
when you want to cry
don't shut your fists
if you wanna shake them
don't shut your mouth
just let out your screaming
And for the last time
I'll touch your hand
for the last time
I'll see you sigh
the last time I kiss your lips
the last time your eyes find mine
and we'll make it through
I know we can
Don't fake your smiles
please don't do that
and laugh only when you're feeling
Shout, cry, hit me if you need to
but don't fake your smiles
cause it's the thing
the thing that hurts the most the thing that hurts the most
the thing that hurts the most the last time I kiss your lips
the last time your eyes find mine
and we'll make it through
I know we can.
[rain.]
GooDbye
And today i say goodbye to you, Goodbye to everything i thought you were. Goodbye to you Goodbye to the boy i used to love And i’ll look the stars above Won’t you come and stop these tears Won’t you wash away my fears
Histerical bursts of laughter Histerical tears down my face I shouldn’t be drinking But today i say goodbye To you And it hurts so bad i’m screaming out It hurts so bad i drink again And you know The thing that hurts the most: You didn’t run after me You didn’t catch me And you didn’t call me baby
And today i say goodbye to you, Goodbye to everything i thought you were. Goodbye to you Goodbye to the boy i used to love And i’ll look the stars above Won’t you come and stop these tears Won’t you wash away my fears
This night seems so fucking long As i lay down on the floor Staring at the ceiling Though inside i’m screaming Not a word, a look from you You don’t care a bit And that’s exactly how It is supposed to be It’s exactly how We are supposed to end You’re letting this happen You’re letting me say goodbye
And today i say goodbye to you, Goodbye to everything i thought you were. Goodbye to you Goodbye to the boy i used to love And i’ll look the stars above Won’t you come and stop these tears Won’t you wash away my fears
And today i say goodbye to us, Goodbye to everything we could have become. Goodbye to you my darling Goodbye to the boy i rescued from hell You won’t care about this as well You’re not the one i loved You’re not the one i knew But though i fucking miss you
And today this is goodbye Goodbye, Goodbye.
[.rAin.] >>fuck it, i don't want to say goodbye
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